First of many was amazing
Oct 3

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Tonight I hosted the first House of Worship at mi casa.  Invited a few close friends who I knew were very interested in this and although if no one showed up it would still be amazing yet there were 13 of us praising Jesus, the only one who deserves our praise.  Earlier this week, it was tough for me to imagine how to even begin this night and I just laid it in God’s hands because he is in control of this vision I have, and it was more amazing and truly a memorable night.  Thanks for all of you who shared this experience with me, I am looking forward to more of these nights.

I pray that these nights create a stronger community and deeper relationships with each other and with our Lord and Savior.  I pray that the community and relationships we build from this grow with the desire to go out in the world and illuminate God’s Glory onto the world, and that these nights will light a fire in our hearts to share Jesus with everyone we connect with at any level.

I heard somewhere, don’t quite remember where but it goes something like:

How have we become so afraid to share Jesus with others that we often times crawl into our corner and completely ignore the topic around others all together.  If there were someone standing in the street and I saw a car coming toward him, but he didn’t see the car, I would do everything I could to scream out to him and tell him about the car blazing to hit him.  Why are we not like this when it comes to something far more important than a car coming after you, Jesus is there for us always yet we so often forget or refuse to let others know of his gift.

How true and profane is that?!?  We should want to tell someone about our Savior Jesus like a car is coming to hit them and they don’t know it and more!

Take that and chew on it for a bit.

House of Worship
Sep 27

This Friday I will be hosting the first ever Praisin Jesus Party at my house. I thought it would be beneficial for me and others to describe the vision that has been placed in my heart for what I see this becoming if it’s God’s plan, and I DO feel that God has placed this vision in my heart for a purpose.

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30 years or so ago small groups exploded on the scene of college ministry, where friends would get together in dorms, apartments or houses and talk about the Word of God.  It was an age where you could bring your friends, christian or non christian, and it was good!

I feel that the ability to bring your non christian friends to these small groups have gotten more difficult in this age / generation.  I mean, think about it, especially if you’re going on your own, without knowing anyone there, it’s intimidating, scary, uncomfortable and awkward – if you’re a non christian and you’re not an enormously outgoing extrovert.  Coming at it with a non enormously extrovert perspective: I will have to talk to people about things that may not be comfortable for me to talk to, there will probably be awkward silences and moments, I can’t leave once I get there, I will be the center of attention because I’m the new guy and it could most definitely be completely boring to me and a complete waste of my time.

I view small groups, in this generation, as a place for already believers of Christ to get together and dig deeper and grow in the Word of God, to build those relationships that much more and to figure out what life is all about.  So that poses the question, what are ways that I can reveal Jesus to my atheistic or agnostic friend?  I, from experience, know that it is most definitely a hard thing to share and talk about with a friend like that, even if it’s your best friend!

The vision I have is what I feel to be the new bang where people can attend and enjoy no matter where they are in their walk with Christ.  At this Night of Worship there would be very very low lighting, mainly no lighting except on the band and small lights on the side and on the tables in the back with very simple projection for the words.  This will be a place where you can go for a variety of needs.  I could go to just read my bible on the side and dig deeper into the word while having worship music being played around me, I can go and pour my heart out in worship without the feeling of being watched or judged, I can pray, I can go knowing there will be someone there who I can pull aside and talk to, or just sit and enjoy some good music.  A huge part of this is afterwords a bunch of people will go out to eat or just hang out and make relationships and get to know others.

In order for this to be possible I know a few things are required:

1. God – In order for this to happen, I don’t want it to become because we are fenomenal at marketing or spreading the word of the event, it must happen because God wills it and is the purpose of it.

2. A very very strong core team – The worship will be organic and not feel like a song set, the worship leader will play whatever song he/she feels the Holy Spirit is leading them to.  In order to do this, a band with good experience and love of a large list of worship songs, an experienced leader who can discern what song to play next or lead in to would be, an experienced band who can follow the leader’s song suggestions, a tech team who can pull up the words to the song quickly, all of these things are needed and need a strong core team.

3. Recognition – people come from all over in their walk with Christ and come back again and again!

4. A beginning – This vision will not happen from the start.  It will take time and prayer and listening, training, following and yielding to God.  As I mentioned earlier, the team will need to be very experienced and that takes time.  The originality requires patience and the boldness to just start doing it.

So where do we start?  After much discussion and brainstorming the best place to start is to just start having worship parties at a place and time and continue to do it.  Pray about it and as God to guide and direct this.  All we need is someone with a guitar, a voice and some worship songs.  After talking with folks on the team at Windsor, my church, the recommendation is to get a bunch of people and just start getting together at a house and do just that, worship, pray, rejoice, praise and grow.

So that’s what we’re going to do!  This Friday from 10 – 12 at my house, you’re all invited let me know if you’d like to come and I’ll give you more details.  I pray that God will give me the boldness to begin and that he will be in this.  That all who come will love and be loved, and that we can all grow together.

If you have any feedback, please let me know by either commenting, emailing me, a phone call or in person, I would love to gain any feedback you may have.  And please pray for this, it has been on my heart for a long long time and it’s exciting and scary at the same time.  I cannot believe that I am actually planning this instead of just talking about it.

Thank you God for this house you have given me, to have the room and the privacy (sound wise) to do this and thank you for placing this vision in my heart, give me strength, courage and a yielding heart for this.  Amen.

The Advent Conspiracy
Sep 23

ISN’T IT WEIRD? and crazy and exciting and scary when your church begins a series that hits you so hard and so real you can’t ignore it?!

I go to Windsor Crossing which is a cool, hip, down to earth church which is trying to create a new image of ‘church’ and ‘christians’, but that’s a topic for another day.

I went to the Robbie Seay Band’s concert on Sunday, they’re headlining the ‘Hope, Coffee & Melody’ fall tour with Chris Taylor and Allie Rogers (both amazing artists 2 very good listens). The concert was amazing, and crazier yet, the concert was free, and at my Windsor! Apparently the staff at Windsor is all buddy buddy with the Robbie Seay family, so that’s cool, I’m sure I’ll be seeing more of their music performed in the coming future.
The thing that hit me, to go back to my beginning statement of this post, is they were kicking off the beginning of a new type of life. You may say, ‘what you mean a new type of life?’ and I’ll say, ‘Well the beginning of Advent Conspiracy… duh.” This concert was not the first time I’ve heard of Advent Conspiracy (and it won’t be the last). Envion Studios, my business, was going to be the firm to redesign their website and I heard about it last year and a few of my buddies from Windsor have chatted about it around me but it never hit me how powerful this really is.

What is Advent Conspiracy?

Advent Conspiracy

Well, you could do a couple things to feed this curiosity i’ve forced you to thirst for…

a. Click here to watch an amazing video (and as a design enthusiest i think it’s an absolutely amazing video).

b. Read (me? i prefer the video because it rocks, and also you can get to more info once on the site with the video.

The concept behind Advent Conspiracy Is:

Worship Fully
Spend Less
Give More
Love All

c. Chat it up with me. And of course if you don’t feel like reading (understandable) and you can’t watch for the video for some unknown reason (not-understandable :) ) If you don’t have my chat info you best get it.

d. All of the above.

This hit me hard.

just the other day i said to myself ‘it’s time to renew my wardrobe’, then I continued, ‘why stop there, why not renew my living room, get some black 20″ rims on your car, get 2 24″ monitors…’, i went on for quite a while, i even wrote a list! Then i got hit by this message once again, and not just once recently but almost constanly, like God is saying trying to show me how so many people in this world, including myself’ are so selfish. There was this Advent Conspiracy, then one of my friend blogged about selfishness not too long ago and I looked at the list I wrote earlier and was overwhealmed with how blessed my life has been.

Then pops the question, what am I doing with the blessings being given to me?

The Power of Sound
Sep 16

It’s amazing to me how powerful sound is in our lives.

The other day I was working and I heard a song from a cd I listened to back when i used to walk to and from work downtown chicago everyday. The memories that came back were incredible, all you can do is just smile and soak in the details. Memories that were sparked from a single soundwave.

The details are amazing too, I was drawn back to remembering events that occured, smells that I experienced, how the weather was, down to such detail that it felt like I was reliving the experience.

This has been happening to me a lot lately, specifically listening to music, maybe it’s because I pulled out a playlist from a while ago on my computer, or mayb e there’s some other reason.

Does this happen to anyone else? I would hope so. Or more specifically, does anyone have certain cd’s that they always pull out in certain seasons? (christmas cd’s do not count, I know everyone loves listening to christmas tunes in april)

I can’t believe the impact that sound or music has on my life, it’s awesome how it brings back all those great memories like a movie.

Breathe You In
Oct 14

Breahe You In
Thousand Foot Krutch

Taking hold, breaking in
The pressures on, need to circulate
Mesmerized and taken in
Moving slow, so it resonates
It’s time to rest, not to sleep away
My thoughts alone, try to complicate
I’ll do my best, to seek you out
And be myself, not impersonate

Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things don’t go my way
I’ll still carry on and on just the same

I’ve always been strong
But can’t make this happen
‘Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
So tired of running
Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
I want to breathe you in

I’m going in, so cover me
Your compass will, help me turn the page
The laughing stock I’ll never be
Because I won’t let them take me

Tried so hard to not walk away
And when things didn’t go my way
I’ll still carry on and on just the same

I’ve always been strong
But can’t make this happen
‘Cause I need to breathe, I want to breathe you in
The fear of becoming
So tired of running
Cause I need to breathe…

Took awhile to see all the love that’s around me
Through the highs and lows there’s a truth that I know
And it’s You

I want to breathe you in